to start. Sorry if it's not good, it's
my first ''real'' fanfic in english. Also,
I apologize for any grammar mistakes...
I'm not that good in english ^^''
Sorry if you don't like the characters
and the couples T.T not my problem XD
The main character is Taeyeon (yayyyyy)
enjoy... if you can o.O
Let me introduce myself. I’m Kim Taeyeon, 16 years old, brown hair and… short.
My life is simple ; I have a big house, nice friends and a really annoying brother. His name is ---. He’s addicted to video games and… that’s it. My parents are… normal parents. My school is… normal. And I live in a normal city. Boring life, huh?
I thought so. Until I met her.
My bestfriend. She’s the one who can make me feel special. She’s the one who I am comfortable with, althought we have a lot of awkward moments. She’s the one whom I want to be friend with for the rest of my life. She’s THE one.
… and no, I am NOT gay.
My heart already belongs to someone else anyway. (I’ll talk to you about him later kekeke)
You probably want to know more about my love life, don’t you?
Well… I had my first boyfriend, Kim Kangin, when I was about 9 years old. My friends didn’t believe me that we were actually dating… Until we kissed – on the lips – in front of them. We didn’t really know what we were doing, but it was cute. I guess…
When I was 10, I had my second boyfriend. Shim Changmin. The only thing I remember from him is his super handsome face. We broke up on the phone and never saw each other after. What a nice way to end a relationship. Althought we were dating, I don’t know if I really was in love with him – or even with Kangin. Not because we were too young… Because every time I saw them, my heart wouldn’t start beating faster. Because when they would compliment me about what I was wearing, I would never blush. Because when I didn’t see them for several weeks, I wouldn’t start crying because I missed them. Because I never felt all those things with them… but I felt them with him.
This guy… Just thinking about him makes my heart beat so fast that I feel like it’s going to pop out from my chest. Almost every night, I cry because I miss him. Because of him, now, I know what real love his.
Real love hurts.
It makes now 7 years that he’s gone. 7 years that I didn’t see his face, that I didn’t hear his laugh… 7 years of waiting, until he comes back, even thought I know he never will.
7 years, but I’m still madly in love with him.
I still remember his sparkling eyes…
I still remember his hot body…
I still remember his handsome and gorgeous face…
I still remember his scratchy-high-pitched-but-sexy voice…
‘’AAHHHH!!!! WHAT THE HECK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE YOU DOING??? YOU’RE GOING TO TURN ME DEAF!’’
Jessica was looking at me with a teasing smile. Oh, she’s so pretty today.
‘’Still thinking about him, huh?”
I looked at her with a shy smile.
‘’Yeah…’’ I sighed. ‘’Do you think I’ll see him again one day?’’
‘’…You really want me to be honest?’’
She stared at me for a moment before answering.
Ugh. Thanks Sica. Such a positive girl you are.
We walked in the hallway, reaching for our class, when suddenly a head popped out of nowhere and scared me to death. Turned out it was Yuri.
‘’Hey!’’ I said cheerfully.
‘’Hey’’ she answered with her usual monotonous voice.
As I was about to ask her if she was fine –because with those dark cercles around her red puffy eyes, she looked EVERYTHING but fine- she walked toward Jessica and…
Okay, I’m so envious right now. How come she gets the opportunity to smell Sica’s new hair shampoo while holding her in her arms, and I not? I just looked at their YulSic moment and rolled my eyes. When Yuri finally let go of her, she looked at me deeply in the eyes and said:
‘’I love you’’
…NO, don’t get mistaken, this is NOT a confession. It’s just Yuri’s way of telling me that she appreciates me as a friend. That’s just the way she is. That’s also one of the reasons why she’s the weirdest person I know.
‘’I love you too’’ I answered, smiling at her.
Kwon Yuri. She’s one year younger than me, but she’s taller than me. Life is so unfair. Her hobbies are to talk about ghosts, ask her friends in marriage and hug random people. She has the most awkward laugh I ever heard in my life and I don’t know anything about her familly life. That was Kwon Yuri’s biographical life.
We continued walking and about 5 minutes later, I saw Yuri heading toward a bunch of younger students. She smiled at them in a creepy way and…
…hugged one of the guys. The guy looked at her with a disgusted look on his face and ran throught the bathroom, leaving me and Jessica in hysterical laughs.
‘’AHAHAHAHA DID YOU SEE HIS FACE????’’
‘’HAHAHA YEAH, THAT WAS SO FUNNY!!!’’
After we calmed down, we went to the fourth flour. Me and Jessica entered in our class after waving goodbye to Yuri and took our places. I sighed as I saw my math teacher entering in the class. I hate math, it’s so boring and it’s too complicated for my poor little brain.
After math, I had science, and after that, dinner time. As I was walking in the cafeteria, I saw Jaejoong, my best guy friend, sitting at one of the tables. He waved at me, smiling, and I waved back.
‘’Aww that was soooo cute.’’
I looked at Sica and signed.
‘’How many times do I have to tell this to you. I am NOT in love with him.’’
‘’But you guys would be so cute together!’’
‘’I already have someone in my mind.’’
‘’Oh, come on, don’t tell me you’re going to reject Jaejoong because of that Junsu guy!’’
For some reason, I got a little bit offended by what she just said. Junsu wasn’t just one of those random guys that you see on the street and tell yourself ‘’Oh he’s so handsome, I wish I could marry him!’’ He was Junsu.
‘’So what if I reject Jae... I’m not even in love with him.’’
‘’But Jaejoong is so cool! And how could you even reject him? He’s like so hot and sexy and kind and has a gorgeous face and…’’
‘’Then why don’t you date with him?’’
‘’Huh… WHAT???!! NEVER!!’’
‘’JaeSica sounds cute…’’
‘’But TaeJae is even better!’’
…where the heck did TaeJae came from? It’s supposed to be TaeSu.
I haven't finished the first chapter yet
EDIT: Sorry if the little ‘’ are annoying XD
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